I discovered, that I had inside me, an aspect of self that was always going to be reminding me of that stuff, and tell me I should die because of it.
What I discovered, is that, these thoughtforms were created as a result of me rejecting aspects of my personality. The Trauma, caused me to change, in effect, I blamed this aspect of my behaviour and kicked it out.
Doing this meant I’d created, unknowingly, an enemy within. A negative thoughtform that can affect all of me, physically, psychologically etc. Without the slightest inkling of the true cause.
Transcendence Score: 57/80